it's all about me

I've been living by myself for the past couple of days, which tends to take me a couple of days to get used to. I often spend the first couple of days not knowing what to do with my time and eating straight from the fridge as opposed to actually cooking myself a meal. 

However, it's been almost a week now of living by myself and it's all got so much better. I've settled into myself again, so much so that for the first time in a long time I'm starting to really feel like me. There are, of course, other factors in this lovely feeling. Firstly, it's the end of term and so I'm feeling relaxed with no more competitions and concerts etc. (just a 4 day summer school). Secondly, and I think this is the main thing actually, I've been going to the gym a lot and now I've started jogging. I feel like I could get as fit as I was when I was at school and cycled everywhere and spent all weekend doing sports. 

Because I feel so much like my old self I'm going to cut off all my hair. Seems like a bit of an odd thing no? But really, I only grow my hair to distract people from how much weight I've put on, so now I'm going to cut it all off and have a really fun hair cut. Such a girly thing, but I don't care, I do it sometimes.