27 Dec 2008

loneliness vs self improvement

As much as I like having no stress to deal with and no work to think about even when I'm 'at work' I'm struggling a little. 

I don't know what to do with my time. Considering how much I value that elusive thing 'time', I'm worried by my desire to let it pass. The people I have met are all good people but as I said to N, I think they will get a little boring after a while. They are all only slightly grown up skaters. 

I know with every minute I spend with the family my language skills are improving. 

I know that I appreciate the time in the valley in it's beautiful streets, but there's only so much I can do there. 

I know there must be some very interesting people here, I'm just waiting and trying to find them. 

Each day I have at least 3 hours which feel like I'm in a waiting room letting time pass. 

With time comes opportunities. So far these opportunities grasped are language improvement and ukulele playing. The next thing on my list is to learn a few character songs from victorian music halls. I think there are some long forgotten greats of the 1890s-1930s that I would like to revive with the help of P in Prague if he's up for it. 

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